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"Um, I... I don't know why you need me, s-so... um... no, well, if you do need me, that's, w-well... just... just leave a message! I might, I might get... no, I will—"

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[hasitsthorns]

I mean
Like I've told him, in the beginning, it was okay, but like
The lake, the bairns, and who knows what else is... more than just scary
And every time I think about Syncing again, I just freak out wondering what fuckery might happen that time

But that's not an excuse, I know, and maybe I won't ever be able to deal with it
I can just hope it gets easier
Like you said, keep an eye on the Manna and not let it dip below whatever percent

[persecutetioncomplex]

The lake was awful.

Losing the bairns was so much worse than just having things growing in me.

Do you want a practice partner?

[hasitsthorns]

Yeah.
For as much this place tries to be all sunshine and rainbows and everything's awesome, actually, well- It hasn't been all that great lately.

[ You have to choose, she said, even if it's scary and so- ]

I mean
Yeah, I do

[persecutetioncomplex]

Okay. Then, I can do that for you.

[hasitsthorns]

Thanks, girl.
This is... definitely not how I saw this conversation going, I'll be honest, but I'll take it.

(๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧
I will try not to disappoint.

[persecutetioncomplex]

I was so scared of opening up to people I literally hid in my room all the time, a few years ago.

I don't know how much help I'll be, but if I can be any at all, then, well, I want to try.

[hasitsthorns]

[ She's so scared of opening up to people she has a glamour to look human and a perfectly practiced persona to hide the real her. So, you know, she can... actually kind of get that. ]

You'll probably be more help than you know.

[persecutetioncomplex]

[Mood, frankly.]

I certainly hope so! What time or day works for you?

[hasitsthorns]

Uh, well-
Oh, right, I have an actual job now.

Afternoons are probably best. Or late nights?
I don't know if you're a night owl or not but I am.

[ She also sleeps about two hours for every eight that a human requires. Even then, she's lucky if she gets eight through a week because hoo boy. Nightmares sure are a time. ]

[persecutetioncomplex]

Afternoons work, and most nights, since he'll be out at work.

I've also always been a night owl, yes.

[hasitsthorns]

Nights work best, then.

[ Gives her an excuse to stay up, at any rate. ]

I don't know how soon you wanna' start this thing
But I mean, I figure... it's something I probably shouldn't keep putting off so

[persecutetioncomplex]

Why don't we start with something simple?

Tea, or a movie?

[hasitsthorns]

I'm a movie kind of gal.

I've actually got a good one in mind if you don't have a preference.

[persecutetioncomplex]

By all means!

I don't know many at all, so you're suggestions are more than welcome.